tears for fears

I tear up all the time nowadays. My eyes watered at Old Navy when I was in the baby section getting presents because I'm poor, then again when a guy said "excuse me" because I was in front of him and couldn't decide what line to get in at the check out. He was sassy. Audacious people frighten the hell out of me. I always think that if I do something to upset them they will point something out about me that will crush my soul and people like that don't seem like the type to sincerely apologize. In conclusion, I am terrified of gay men and the Summer Roses of this world.

Up! made my eyes drown. The movie isn't even sad, it's just that recently I cry when I see anything get left. If someone is deemed unneeded, too much hassle, or their loved one dies or moves on without them you can rest assured I will need Kleenex prehaste. I mention this because I assume there's something going on in my brain that I haven't confronted yet. Sure I have always been sappy and you make a puppy yelp on screen and I'm going to cry but I think I am having some serious rejection fears or something because yikes. I am going to dehydrate if I can't turn down my empathy soon.